Derrick where are you?

By Pahrumpguru on Wednesday, October 27, 1999 - 11:25 pm: Edit

Hey I saw you corresponding in another board. Hope you find him. As you two seem meant for one another. Thanks for proving to me that their is still nice even if a tad bit strange people out their.

By Derrick on Thursday, October 28, 1999 - 08:53 pm: Edit

Stacy: It's me Derrick! I saw your question in the other forum! The answer is MCRD Parris Island. I was considered a "Hollywood" or "Fake" marine because I went to MCRD San Diego! (Marine Recruit Depot). Sorry I could not reply yesterday due to the fact I was on call to another division. Plus Rene (the girl I've been dating) and I hit it off! Yes we had sex last night!!! I'm going to be in and out all day. I'll try to write when I'm in my office, o-kay?

By stacy on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 01:17 am: Edit

Derrick,

Sorry I haven't written all day I was working on an RFP with the marketing department. It's open enrollment season and everyone has questions and revisions concerning their healthcare benefits and unfortunately, I have to answer them.

Anyway, I'm a little pissed off with you. I divulge all of this information about myself background and you only provide me with bits and pieces concerning you. I do like the fact you have a dog(I prefer dogs to cats), but I am an overall animal lover.

So was your date last night worth it?! I hope you were thinking of me while you were having sex with Renee. By the way, so what kind of proof did you have in mind? I'll be here for the next hour so I hope to here from you soon!

By Derrick on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 01:53 am: Edit

Stacy, why are you pissed off at me? I never asked for all your info. I don't think you should reveal so much info about yourself. There are alot of weirdos out there. Hell, I might be one! It's good to keep things mysterious in a way because it makes things more intriqing and exciting? Don't you agree. I STILL think and BELIEVE that your're a pretty hot and overly sexy woman! Yes things are going great with me and Rene. The sex was awesome!!! She's kind of kinky too! I did think of you a little while she was giving me oral sex! We've got alot in common. She made me laugh when she said I have a "Porno cock". I asked what the hell she meant and she said that she likes it that I'm not to hairy by my shaft and balls. I admited that I shave my legs, under arms, and neatly trim and thin my pubic area! You're not groosed out are you? She's nicely waxed with what I call a "racing stripe! Shit, my work pager went off! I'll try to write again later...After work I've got to stop at the GNC to pick up some protein powder. Can I get you anything? Bye.

By stacy on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 04:12 pm: Edit

Derrick,

You're right! Sorry about that. Umm...when I met divulging more about yourself, I certainly didn't mean this! Now who's revealing a little too much!
I'm sitting here eating an apple while I'm reading your message and I almost choked because I'm laughing hysterically.

I'm glad things are working out between you and Renee, so I will assume there is no need for me to send you a photograph of myself? That's fine. I guess your right, we should keep things mysterious. You guys certainly didn't waste any time when it came to having sex. You should have just did it the first night!

I told Tara, one my sorority sisters that I began writing you this week. She was surprised that i would do something like this, given the fact that she was always considered one of the "wild ones" in the sorority. She thought it was great that I was writing to you in such a provacative manner at times. Pam also called me a "Ho", and thought it was about time I started flirting with a "bad boy" like yourself and live a little. I suppose she's right. Normally, I date the boring corporate types who thinks of nothing more than money and power and getting the girl from the right family and breeding so he can look good at the country club.

So do you consider yourself a "bad boy"?

By Derrick on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 06:44 pm: Edit

Hi Stacy! I came in early today only to leave my cooler sitting on my kitchen table!!! FUCK!!! (Excuse me.) Last time I come in this freakin' early! Now about your question. Bad Boy? Now sweetie, you know I'm a bad boy!!! Especially when it comes to sex and the women I've had. But lately I don't feel like one anymore! The last time I was really bad was with the aerobics instructor Sheila on her balcony! That night was exciting because it was like we were doing it in public (on her balcony). I think that turns me on by the way...Knowing that someone COULD be watching. Hell maybe someone did!!! I can't believe that you dated corporate types. Do they have time to make love to you?! The only things that matters to them are STATUS! You're not a Material girl are you? Anyways...Have sex on the first night with Rene? I wanted to believe me!!! The funny thing is that I've known her for about 9 months...Occasionally talked...You now that sort of thing...And NEVER thought about dating her! She cut my hair one time on the urging of my friend at work. Rene is a cosmetologist (fancy name for hairstylist). She's got a huge list of regulars (all men). We had sex at my place and it was not only kinky but romantic. We did it twice and after the first time we talked about ourselves being at our nastiest!!! Of course that got me excited and we did it for the second time! Ever the safe sex guy that I am, I opted to use a condom but since she was on the pill, she told me to cum in her! I DID think of YOU when I came in her the second time! Hey, when were you at your nastiest? Thats hard to believe with Mr. I. M. Corporate? I can't also believe that you're single right now!

By stacy on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 10:33 pm: Edit

Derrick,

And what's wrong with dating Corporate Execs! There not all bad you know. Actually, my father is a Senior Vice-President for a local accounting firm, so I've been around executives all my life. The thing is, most of the guys aspiring for the pinnacle of achievment nowadays are just shallow egotistical jerks who would sell their mother, wife, and first born to reach the next level on the corporate ladder and the good ones are either taken or gay. So where does that leave me?

I will admit, I do enjoy some of the finer things in life. However, I have been grounded a lot over the past few years. Now, don't be mistaken, if you saw me driving or walking down the street you would know that I've got excellent taste and fashion (one of the few things I inherited from my mother), but I've come to realize that there are far more important things in life other than material possessions.

To answer your question when I was at my nastiest, well back in college I dated a guy on the football team. (NO!, I wasn't a cheerleader!) Anyway, one night after a game we were in the lockeroom and we were there until the break of dawn. And lets just say, he and I both learned where all of erogenous zones were, in and out, front and back! By the way, the MIS department of my company isn't able to read what I'm writing are they?

As for why I am still single, well that a very long and somewhat painful story. Are you sure you want to hear it?

By Derrick on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 10:55 pm: Edit

Stacy: Why would you be interested in me then if you favor the so called "exec" type? I'm pretty much your average jock type, ex-marine (wait a minute..."Once a marine, always a marine"),live everyday likes it your last type o' guy! Do you just like guys with big cocks?! Anyways...Yes please tell me your story.

By stacy on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 11:29 pm: Edit

Derrick,

I cannot believe you fell for it. I am really a gay man and I want to FUCK YOUR ASS!!!!!

By stacy on Friday, October 29, 1999 - 11:39 pm: Edit

Derrick,

Re-Read my last message! Didn't I say, the few good ones out there were either taken or gay?!

As for my story, three years ago, I would have been married to a guy, named Jeff (Yes, he was corporate, he was an engineer). My parents loved him, my friends loved, even my boyfriend prior to him loved him. The problem was I didn't love him. Besides, things weren't that great between Jeff and myself. Most people don't know this, but Jeff was alcholic and mannic depressive and verbally abusive(when he was drinking). He was diagnosed seven months after we started dating. Jeff graduated in 1994 and accepted a position in Connecticutt. I don't know at which point I emotionally left the relationship but following just before Jeff's move he asked me to marry him. I suppose out of obligation or believing that I could make things better for Jeff(and also following the advise of my parents and friends) I accepted his proposal having faith that perhaps things would be better. Well that wasn't the case, as time progressed I realized that I didn't want this life. So in April of 1995 a month before I was to graduate I broke the engagement following the advise of a close mutual friend of both Jeff and I, named Brandon. He forced me to acknowledge and accept that love is not an obligation but a gift and that I could not change what my heart did not feel. Everyone was disappointed that I called off the engagement, including myself. Jeff took it hard initially, but he eventually rebounded. Things were going pretty good for Jeff for about a year following the break up. Then on 11/20/96,a day following my 24th birthday i recieved a call from Jeff's mother at 7:24am, I'll never forget looking at the kitchen clock following the call, and she told me Jeff committed suicide ( He took a gun to the back of his head)! I felt guilty for nearly a year, the pain hasn't completely subsided, nor do I think it ever will. However, Brandon who has been a God sent friend, convinced me that I had no control over Jeff's decisions and that he was ill and ultimatly made that decision he made on his own.

The following year at homecoming, the wrestling team and the school honored Jeff with a huge renaming the wrestling room in honor of his memory. I can tell you, I felt like crap for the next few months following. However, I did persevere and moved on and met a regular "Joe" like yourself, named Zach, who brought back the life in me and also taught me to live one day at a time. He moved to Seattle about a year ago and we agreed to remain friends and parted ways.

You see, I realized after that ordeal with Jeff that it is not the amount of possessions you obtain in life or "status" as you put it, but you take the gifts life hands you and live it to the fullest because in the end none of the possesions really matter!

So are you happy now? You now know my sad story. Don't feel sorry for me, I am now realizing that this expereince was one that initiated my personal growth. I hope this dosen't change things between the two of us?

By Derrick on Saturday, October 30, 1999 - 12:46 am: Edit

Stacy: Wow, you've been through a lot! No, I'm not happy now. Why should that story change things between us? We're all human and the world keeps turning right? Anyways...I'm outta here in the next couple of hours or so (I came in early). I noticed that you're writing me from your work like I am. If so, I guess I'll hear from you on Monday? It's Friday night! Are you going to be a "Bad" girl tonight and if you do will you think of me?

By stacy on Monday, November 01, 1999 - 04:05 pm: Edit

Derrick,

No I was not a "bad" girl on Friday. Actually, I went to Dutch country this weekend with my sister and brother-in-law and went apple picking scince this was the last peak weekend for apples. The scenery was beautiful with all the leaves turning to colors. So it was a very calm and relaxing weekend.

I did think of you this weekend. I know you don't want to hear this, but everytime I hear Ricky Martin now I immediatly think of you. He's cute, but it's nice too hear you have his looks and a goatee, that's even better! The other time was Saturday night when I was taking an aromatherapy bath and drinking a glass of wine and Berlin's "Take my Breath Away" (the song from the movie, Top Gun) and Breath's "Hands to Heaven" were playing on the radio during the love songs show on the local radio station here. I immediatly became excited and it was an orgasmic moment!

I must admit when I last wrote you on Friday, I was somewhat down after having to reflect on that part of my life with Jeff. So I immediatly left work and went to workout on the treadmill at the gym. There, three different guys tried to hit on me during the one hour and fifteen minutes I was there! Idiots! So after hearing enough lame pick up lines I decided to leave around seven thirty. Why do guys always feel it necessary to hit on a woman if she's alone and uninterested?

Anyway, how was your weekend?

By Derrick on Monday, November 01, 1999 - 08:41 pm: Edit

Stacy,
Wow, 3 guys hitting on you! I bet it would have been at 10 if you lived out here on the west coast! Gym people tend to be a little more aggresive out here! I would have hit on you too! Would you have gone out with me?

As for my weekend... It was great! Every year I take my neice trick or treating around her neighborhood. This year Rene came along with us. She loves kids! I had Sergeant carry a fake bloody arm with one of the fingers missing in his mouth! People were cracking up at that! My neice gave a secret o-kay sign about Rene when she wasn't looking letting me know she likes her! That was cute! She's only 7.

I'm glad you had an orgasm from thinking about me! It's about time!!! Here I am having hot steamy and passionate sex with my girlfriend and when I cum I think about you! Is that bad? The last time being was when she was giving me a blow job. She wanted to see if she could deepthroat me and she almost did even though she kept gagging! When she felt I was building up to cum, she took it out of her mouth and stroked it making my cum fly over her shoulder!!! When I was cumming , I was thinking of cumming inside YOU! Does this turn you on by the way? I guess I'm a bad boy! If you should ever have sex with man, you better think of ME being in you!

By stacy on Monday, November 01, 1999 - 09:17 pm: Edit

Derrick,

I knew it! Deep down inside your a teddy bear! You bring forth this tough kick-ass Marine exterior, and here you are showing your soft spot for kids. You know, Renee is falling in love with you, and I think you're falling in love with her! That's great. Take advantage of this opportunity and make the best of it. Falling truly in love with someone is a rare thing that usually comes once or twice in a lifetime.

I also think it's great you have such a wonderful relationship with your niece! Having two nephews myself it great having kids around. I hope when she is older, you will warn and protect her from "bad boys" loke yourself. Who knows, you may have a few daughters of your own?

As for thinking about you, well, I think about you alot I just don't reveal my fantasies about you right know. Believe me, I don't think you would be able to function at work for the rest of the day! Perhaps later I will reveal them to you.

You have a major libido. Usually guys like yourself that have such a major sex drive, started screewing around early(i.e., 12 or 13). So how old were you when you lost it?

By Derrick on Monday, November 01, 1999 - 09:54 pm: Edit

Stacy,
Are you making fun of me? I may have a major sex drive and be a dirty filthy bastard but I'm also down to earth and a romantic at heart. I just ordered a dozen roses to be delivered to Rene's work because I was listening to the CD she bought me over the weekend (I can listen to it in my office). It's the new Stone Temple Pilot's No.4 and the song is called "Atlanta". I don't know... I just FEEL good today, you know what I mean? Am I falling in love with her? I'm glad I've got someone to write to express my feelings about this. No one else would take me seriously with my reputation!!!

I wish you would reveal your fantasies about me. Afterall, I'm the one thats actually engaging in mine about you!!! Ha Ha Ha. Is that cheating in a way?

Believe it or not, I actually lost "it" at 15! Not as early as you expected, huh? She was the same age and MORE experienced! Two shoves and it was all over for me!!! I was a let down to her! Ha Ha Ha!!! How about you?

By stacy on Monday, November 01, 1999 - 11:16 pm: Edit

Derrick,

Yes, I'm making fun of you! I think it's great that there is a woman out there that can actually tame the wild bastard Marine! Trust me when I tell you, Renee's got you whipped and she's enjoying it! Good for her!

As for you cheating? Well, technically no it's not. However, women do not like the idea of their man fantasizing about other women. However, we often accept it just as long as you look and don't touch! See being a "bad boy" eventually catches up with you.(Ha Ha Ha!)

I'll reveal my fantasies to you when I finally get my personal e-mail address. Hopefully later on this week. I don't want the MIS department to stumble on what I'm writing to you. You're fortunate you are your company's MIS department which gives you much freedom to be candid, I unfortunately don't have the same luxury.

I hate to disappoint you but I lost "it".... Why don't you take a guess, and I 'll confirm your answer once I recieve it. By the way, why don't you tell your ultimate fantasy about you and I.

By Derrick on Tuesday, November 02, 1999 - 12:17 am: Edit

Stacy,
Thanks for the so called compliments! I don't fantasize about you all of the times I have sex! Just occasionally. And wouldn't you LIKE to know about my fantasy about you... I'm going to hold off until you tell me yours about me! I've been telling you about my sexual escapades without any hesitation. You could someday return the favor? It better be a good one!

By stacy on Tuesday, November 02, 1999 - 01:17 am: Edit

Derrick,

I promise you, THEY are!(I'm biting my lower lip)
Unlike you, I have had four different fantasies about you not just one. I will say this, one involves you wearing a pair of tight jeans and cowboy boots as we're on the leather chippendale in my father's den. Are you excitied now? I am just thinking about it.

You're right though you have not been hesitant. I know you probably think I'm a tease,(I can be at times) and I'm sorry for pissing you off. But I promise you honey, it will be well worth the wait.

As for when I lost it, I was almost 18. It was Senior Week in Ocean City with my boyfriend at the time, Jimmy.

By Derrick on Tuesday, November 02, 1999 - 01:36 am: Edit

Stacy,
Well I guess I can be patient if you can! Tight jeans and cowboy boots?! That's funny! When I was in the marines, I had a bunch of friends who were rednecks (the term didn't bother them nor were they prejudice) and they were teaching me to ride a bull with a fake practice one with all the ropes and stuff! You know what I'm talking about? Well, I fell of that one so easily it was hysterical! For my b-day, they all bought me a case of beer and a pair of tight-ass wranglers!!! I miss those guys! I was even brave enough to ride a beginner bull at a rodeo but they (my friends) thought I was too drunk and stopped me!

Well, Rene didn't get the flowers yet! The guy said before 4:00PM! I'll let you know how that goes! I guess I'll write you tomorrow since it's about 5:30PM over there! Bye you BIG tease! :)

By stacy on Tuesday, November 02, 1999 - 09:11 pm: Edit

Derrick,

I'm sorry, it's so late in the day and I'm writing you. Actually, it's somewhat your fault. This morning as I was driving into work, I rear-ended someone. Luckily, no one was injured. The tore the bumper off the car in front of me and damaged my grill and left head light. Fortunately, everything seems to be cosmetic. I say, it's your fault because I was thinking of you again.(This is dangerous)

I hope you're still not angry with me about yesterday! Please, don't be. Hurting your feelings was not my intention. The truth is, I'm kinda jealous of Renee! You seem to be every woman's fantasy and I hate the fact that we live on opposite sides of the country. I especially love the story you shared with me about your niece. I think it is adorable! I know someday, you'll be a great dad! I hope Renee realizes and appreciates how precious you are! Honestly, I have too hold back with you sometimes because I'm not careful I may fall for you!(Oh God!, I don't believe I just told you this!) I certainly hope I won't live to regret this later!

Oh! By the way, your marine buddies? I will assume that these "rednecks" were from either Texas or Oklahoma where bull riding and wranglers are still popular. I can't believe thay gave you a pair of wranglers! Haven't these guys ever heard of Calvin Kleins or Levis'?!

By MikeB on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 08:15 am: Edit

Guru, I know you're reading this saga. Since I'm relatively new to this, let me ask you. Does this kind of stuff happen on this board sometimes, or is this an anomaly?

Stacy, by the way, you already...FELL...for him awhile ago.

By Pahrumpguru on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 10:08 am: Edit

I think it is defintly an anomaly. I'm amazed at how two people really connected. Relationships always puzzled me as far as they go call me "CLUELESS" so I was hoping that maybe I could learn something about how a genuine relationship truly is. I was always giving and never recieving back what I'd put into a relationship. That is why I like to see people find TRUE happiness and a feeling of completness in one another. I really hope to meet someone myself someday I've not completly lost hope although at times I feel like I have. Anyway no need to hear my story as there are better things to read on this board. Best of luck to finding someone Stacy and hope you build a real nuturing realationship with Renee and thanks for letting me see that relationships are still possible.

By Pahrumpguru on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 10:20 am: Edit

Correction last line should read: Best of luck finding your special someone Stacy.Derrick I hope you build a nurturing relationship with Renee. Sorry about the slip up.

By stacy on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 04:10 pm: Edit

Pahrumpguru,

I was hoping this morning when I saw that there were changes on the message board that they were from Derrick! It certainly didn't expect anyone else to be this interested!

Listen, I can tell from your responses that your are a sweet caring guy! Don't ever change, I know that there is someone for you! Nowadays, materialism and self-centeredness are the norm and everyone is either out to take what they can get or protect their heart. The women that hurt you, forget about! If they couldn't see the wonderful qualities in you, they weren't worth it! Trust me, having a gone through what I went through being one of those shallow girls in high school and college, I now see the mistakes I've made. I should have judged the guys I dated based on the content of their character. It's a difficult thing to arrive at, I'm still struggling (Though Every so often I feel like being a "bad" girl). Everyone is so perplexed as to why I am still single. Well, I always tell them I haven't met that right person. Just one piece of advice, when you get into a relationship, don't give so much of yourself in the beginning. As you slowly learn more about each other, reveal more of yourself. Just take it slow and if things are meant to be, they will happen. HANG IN THERE!

It's interesting, may be you were the reason for these communications after all. GOD does work in mysterious ways!

By stacy on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 04:14 pm: Edit

Pahrumpguru,

One other thing, Love and maintaining a healthy relationship is not something you learn from a message board it comes from the heart!

By Pahrumpguru on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 08:20 pm: Edit

Stacy thank you for the pep talk. I doubt that I'm the sole reason for these communcations. I think that I'm more of the one out to protect my heart. This is because the only thing I really know is hurt and failed relationships. I'm a GREAT FRIEND it is just getting to that next step that is impossible for me. I also I'm extremly cautious of starting a relationship with people who I currently I'm friends with. I've lost enough friends in the past doing this. I think I specialize in burning bridges. I really don't think God influnces our decisions. My basis is that we have free choice and I'm sure it is going to take more than divine intervention to help me out. Sorry about getting in the middle of your communcations. One last thing Stacy that last thing you said is so true. I was just watching a love story in action, best of luck to you.

By Derrick on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 08:45 pm: Edit

Stacy,
Sorry for not writing yesterday but I took a the day off. I've got so many vacation days and I got to start using them. I wasn't sick. I just wanted to spend the day with Rene. She received the flowers I sent her while she was cutting someone's hair and told me that she had to go to the back room to cry in private. She said I really made her day and that she hasn't received roses from anyone since high school. After that, her friends were all teasing her with catcalls and whistles. She spent that night over at my place. It was a very romantic evening! We revealed a lot of things about each other. I told her about my feelings about the word "Love". That it's a term that's over abused! For example...I've had many girlfriends in the past. Do you realize how many times I said the phrase "I love you"? Not just me, everybody! Look at high school kids! Junior high kids! Then what happens? You end up "breaking-up" or calling it quits! You say "I love you" to your next boyfriend or girlfriend, right? My belief is that the term shouldn't be used unless you get that special gut feeling that it's right! I haven't used the term since high school! After all my explanations on this subject, I turned to her and looked her straight in the eye and said "Since then, I've never believed in using that phrase...Until now." Upon telling her that, she began to cry and said that she loves me too! We hugged for a good 5 minutes which seemed like 2 hours! Stacy, what the FUCK is happening to me?

I'm sorry to hear about your accident! Please don't blame it on me! I'm just glad that you weren't hurt! Be careful o-kay?

I also see that we have some admirers reading our forum! I use to read GURU's answers to some topics and he seems pretty legitimate and knows what he's talking about!

I have to take a 4 hour class on first aid and cpr later in the day to renew my certificate. It's a good thing to have! Write you back!

By stacy on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 09:22 pm: Edit

Derrick,

You're right! Using the word "love" should be used sparingly.

See, what did I tell you? I told you that you both were falling in love with one another! Just keep telling her everyday that you love her(A girl lokes to hear these things as often as possible) I think it's wonderful you and Renee spent the day together. Try to do that as often as possible. By the way, if you really want to impress her, drop by where she works one afternoon and take her to lunch; or if this isn't possible because of your schedules, stop by one evening right before she gets off of work and surprise her. Very few guys don't seem to do these sort of things anymore!

I'm sitting here breathless and about to cry, as your telling me the events that transpired between you two last evening. I'm Jealous!

Well, I have to run to the adjusters office to get my car examined. I know my premiums will be going up. Oh, Well.

Oh yea! I have bone too pick with you! A few messages ago, you were pissed off because I wouldn't come straight forth about my fantasies, while you on the other hand felt very comfortable with sharing. Well let me set the record straight baby! I never asked you to be so graphic and detailed about your ESCAPADES! That is something YOU felt perfectly comfortable about sharing ALL YOUR OWN! Nevertheless, as promised I'll share mine with you soon, if you still want to know?

By Derrick on Wednesday, November 03, 1999 - 10:57 pm: Edit

Stacy,
Whoa hold on now! Aren't you a FIESTY person today! Sure I'm still interested in your fantasies about me! I'm surprised you still have some of me!
Have you noticed that I haven't been so graphic as of late? Don't get me wrong, we did FUCK like animals the other night but I think she's TAMING me! I've always been a gentleman when it comes to relationships and I think she's making me express my softer side. You know what? I LIKE IT!!!
Also, I bet the adjuster tries to hit on you!!! :)

By Andy on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 02:51 am: Edit

Derrick, Jesus loves you! Derrick I used to be like you until I gave my life to Jesus Christ.
Derrick you need to think about life after this life. Bible says "It is appointed unto man to die once then judgement" Think about my friend.

Stacy, Find a Godly man that will respect you!
God Bless....
AT

By MikeB on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 04:54 am: Edit

Stacy, what if Derrick was with you instead of Rene? What if he was posting these messages to Rene? How would you feel if you found out? Remember how this all started before you knew his name? I think you should be careful. Also, if Derrick IS getting serious with Rene, where's that leave you? And Derrick, if you are feeling serious about Rene, you may be messing up your relationship with her. Before this gets way out of hand, maybe you both should do some serious soul searching or something? Stacy, you don't want to REALLY screw yourself up emotionally! Guru seems to be unattached. You said yourself he seems like a sweet caring guy. He sounds like the kind of guy you're looking for. Just check out the other topics on this board, and you'll see he is a very giving person. Guru, if I'm out of hand, tell me to f*** off. Derrick, I mean no offense. I don't think you purposefully hurt women, but I'm willing to bet you've hurt a few. Hey, I could be wrong about all this. This is just the opinion of an outsider who's looking in. Sometimes the outsider can see things the insiders can't. (Why am I getting philosophical all of a sudden?) Anyway, any of you feel free to tell me where to go. Thanks for reading.

By Derrick on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 11:17 am: Edit

Stacy,
I'm at home right now. I've never e-mailed a person or answered a forum from home in a while due to a situation that caused me to change my e-mail address twice. But tonight I made an exception to address the situation I'm in.

It seems our little forum has gained some popularity in the two weeks that it's been up. Mostly by people somewhat curious and even putting forth their input on the table. After reading some of their so-called advice on the matter, I can only agree with what some of them had to say.

Stacy I've fallen in love with a person whom I only reffered to as friend since being introduced. I'm sure she felt the same way at the time. Being with her, getting to know her, revealing our hopes and dreams has made me realize how much we have in common. I want to do everything in my power to make this relationship work. Who knows where Rene and I will end up in the future? A longterm relationship? Marriage? A break-up? Only time will tell.

In the meantime I'm not being fair, not to mention honest to HER or YOU for that matter as Mike B. stated. How would SHE feel if she found out that I was writing you? How would YOU feel if I was dating you and writing her? Don't get me wrong... I really do enjoy writing to you! You're funny, romantic, enlightening, and even downright sentimental! You have all the qualities a man looks for in a woman. By the way you express your true feelings in print and the way in which you descirbed yourself, I not only see a woman who is beautiful on the outside but one who is beautiful on the inside as well! When I started answering topics as "IwannabeyafitnessMAN", I did so with the intent on having a little fun. Yes I do have an insatiable appetite for sex and all the hijinks I had with other women are indeed true. But Stacy deep down inside you now know that I am nothing like that at all. I am NOT just after sex. You know that by the way I express myself through MY words. Remember, the topic of "sex" is what lured you to me in the first place.

This is by no means meant to be a "Dear John" letter. I'm not qualified to write one. That's the furthest thing from my mind. You're special because I could tell you things that I'm afraid to tell anyone else. I guess you can say that I was worried about my "masculinity". Won't look cool revealing "Lovey Dovey" feelings about someone! What a bunch of crap!!! It did help knowing that I couldn't look you in the eye with all this. Your "Womans point of view" was priceless!

I do hope that you find that special somone in your life. I remember reading that you said you were "hurt" from quite a few relationships? I hope I'm not hurting you now. God knows maybe I'm making the biggest mistake of my life by not pursuing you. That would truly be MY loss.

One tiny scenario runs through my mind about you... You and I are in a crowded hall. A good 100 people are present. It's formal to the max. The people are your average "executive" types with nothing on their minds but dollar signs and the latest cell phone technology. I try my best to blend in and in the process, stick out like a sore thumb. In the background plays Stone Temple Pilot's "Atlanta". (I'm listening to it now at home) I notice a beautiful woman across the distance wearing an elegant white evening gown. She looks like "the girl next door". Sweet. Innocent. But with the most "devilish" smile only one can imagine. Three men are around her. One competing with the other for her interest. She shuns them in the utmost polite way and removes herself from their presence. She sees me. For me, time stands still. Our eyes meet only for an instant. She then turns away and walks in the opposite direction only to stop after taking three steps. She turns and glances back towards me... And smiles. The End. The funny thing about my scenario Stacy, is that even if you've never described what you looked like to me, I STILL would have known that the woman I just saw was you. I guess I picture our meeting sorta like the ending to the movie "Heaven Can Wait". Corny you say? Too cliche? Not when it comes to YOU.

Bye and hopefully in your thoughts,
Derrick

By stacy on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 04:33 pm: Edit

Derrick,

I'm sitting here fighting back tears for several reasons! That was one of the most beautiful statements anyone has ever written to me before! (You know, I have to take a few moments to collect myself and my thoughts.)

I don't know why I even went to this message born from the begginning. I went to the web site with the intention of ordering smilax at the advise of one of the trainers at the gym. Curiosity got the best of me and here we are, you, me and the rest of the world.

When I first decided to write I thought it would be harmless fun with an arrogant narcissitic jerk!
I never imagined that I would be writing to someone as special as you! I always knew that regardless of what was communicated between the two of us nothing, as far as a relationship is concerned, would ever develop. I am always being pursued by other guys, and I thought it would be fun to be on the "prowl" myself. You and MIKE B are right the provacative communication between the two of us is not fair to Renee! I began to realize that during the latter part of last week when you began to express your feelings for her. I began to feel extremely guilty, asking myself "Stacy, What the HELL are you doing?" Here I was becoming some CYBER SLUT!! That's why I'm glad I held off teeling you anymore about my fantasies and feelings for you! You have reallly made me feel extremely special over these past two weeks (YOU BASTARD!, You've MADE ME CRY!). (Don't worry I'm laughing too!) I have not felt this way in over a year since Zach left. However, I think if we are to mainatin communication, which I would like very much as well, I think it should be as platonic friends! Don't YOU agree?! I also began to feel absolutely pathetic communicating in such a manner over the Internet! Everyday this week, I kept saying to myself,that I'm becoming one of these STRANGE people you hear in the news that is seeking LOVE over the net. I knew eventually guilt would overcome me and I would have to cease the provocative communication between us, but I was afraid that you would be angry end communication. It's unfortunate that the latter would occur, but if it did it would be for the best for all of our sakes! As for my fantasies, well one was quite sexual! However, truthfully, the others just involved you and I being together as a couple. Like the other night, when it was 35 degrees here and I thought of you sleeping with your arms around me. Anyway........

Derrick, as I stated earlier, pursue Renee to the fullest! This may be the one special person GOD has finally decided to send into your life to finally TAME you. I have a feeling she is the one! Another secret, women love have a "bad boy's" heart. Be good to her, she sounds special. Also, feel free to solicit my advise concerning women and don't stop sharing stories about your niece!

Oh! another thing! I'll get my new hard drive today and hopefully I'll have my new e-mail address by Monday if not tommorrow.

Derrick, I just want you to know that I'm here, AS A FRIEND, for you to express your thoughts, joys, and trials. And even if you want to flirt you BASTARD, that's fine!(Smile) (I'll still keep you in line) I just hope you won't stop writing because whatever happens I consider you a very special person and friend.

With Sincere Emotion,
Stacy

By stacy on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 06:14 pm: Edit

Derrick,

After sitting ina meeting and pondering all I've read and wrote earlier this morning, I fell like a FOOL!!!!

I'm sorry for humiliating myself. I am so embarrassed at my behavior. It's a good thing we don't see each other. I don't think I'd be able to face you. I lost hold of my senses and I can't believe I've acted like a SLUT to someone I've never even met. Again, thanks for having the courage to say what needed to be said all along.

Stacy

By stacy on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 09:08 pm: Edit

MikeB and Andy,

Thank you for reminding me about that inner voice and morality!

By a fan on Thursday, November 04, 1999 - 09:48 pm: Edit

Dear stacy,
Whew! I just finished reading your guys' saga. What makes you think that you lost your morals by writing to this guy? Remember you engaged anonymously. I don't think that necessarily makes you a slut! People can hide behind their words and exprres themselves. Ain't nothing wrong with that! It in turn probably made you guys bolder. I think that dude was pretty sincere with you and probably matured in the last couple of weeks. His fantasy about you probably came from his heart since it wasn't hardcore nasty as I expwcted it to be!

By debra on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 04:48 am: Edit

My goodness! This is one made for the movies! I finally accepted the urge to read this section because I noticed that it just keeps getting longer and longer with replies! After I got caught up on all the hype, I must ask why Stacy are you turning around stabbing this person in the back by blaming him for losing your sense of morality? Why are you so embarrassed? The only thing you two are guilty of is just a little e-mail hanky-panky! No harm done to each other! My God its not like you two had any real sexual contact! Don't blame yourself! You both should get the blame! But then again, what were you expecting? I think that its great that the both of you hit it off (electronically that is)! At first, I thought of him to be an obnoxious womanizer. But then he started to show a softer more caring side of himself to you! Ask yourself this. Do you think that any other man on this message board would have written a long-a** dear john letter (thats what it was) to you calling it quits! I really dont think so! This man took the time to write you a caring and dedicated message while most others would have just stopped replying to you all together! Why I have no idea! I personaly feel that he may have felt obligated to you to at least owe you that much! Now you're blaming him for being a cyber slut?! I don't get it. The fan was right in saying this guy matured in the last couple of weeks. I think you're seriously headed in reverse on the road to maturity!!!

By Pahrumpguru on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 05:38 am: Edit

Mike it looks like you hit it right on the head. It looks like your moral philosophical self has helped people out. So I guess is what I'm saying is you can take what you said, turn it said ways and stick it up your yeah cause you did a hell of a job. Derrick has shown that he is a very decent man and truly deserves a good relationship. It is nice to see him try to set things right for all those involved. Stacy I'm sure has learned something from this and hopefully you find someone as you sound like a very understanding and caring person. I also must have missed her call him a slut she refreed to herself in this manner. I hope things work out for all those involved and watching from afar.

By MikeB on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 07:08 am: Edit

Hey, Stacy and Derrick may have made a great couple. Who knows? The only problem I had with it was the Rene factor. It seems that Derrick was presented with two wonderful women at the same time. But come on! Let's get realistic. You can't have your cake and eat it too (sorry for the cliche) but it's true! The current evolutionary state of human beings will never allow it. There's too much jealousy. If we, as human beings, were more evolved and mature, we then might be able to have more than one lover at a time (I don't know; I'm just conjecturing). But today, I don't think that can work. I'm sure there are exceptions. But I don't know if Derrick, Stacy and Rene would all be able to deal with it. Who knows?! (Life really sucks sometimes.) One point of clarification, Stacy. I may have morals but it has nothing to do with Christianity. I'm saying this because you seemed to lump me in with Andy (no offense, Andy) but I'm an agnostic, i.e. I don't know what the heck is going on! One thing I do know: we are all in this crazy world together; we know there are people we have to interact with, so why don't we do unto others as we would have them do unto us. At least that part of Christianity I agree with. Ok, I've said enough (for now). I really do wish you both the best. Also, I apologize for getting involved in all this; I know this isn't my business (but this is a public board for chrissake!)

By eric on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 07:39 am: Edit

Duuuuude! Does anyone have Dericks' phone number so I can ask him to write a "love letter" for me?

By ALovelyLady on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 06:49 pm: Edit

Well, Guru...
Stacy isn't the last intelligent, beautiful, sincere and loving woman left. Frankly, who hasn't been hurt? Everyone I know has a problem trusting, just be careful. You never know when a beautiful and honest woman may step into your life. You could miss her by standing on the sidelines, not wanting to risk. The heart is very much like a muscle. It breaks down but it recovers stronger and endures for the hope of true love.

By Anonymous on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 06:55 pm: Edit

The heart IS a muscle!!!

By Pahrumpguru on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 08:54 pm: Edit

Hey Mike I'm glad to see that you our moral even though you are not sure if a God really does exist. Some religious people are real hippocrites where you seem to be the real deal. Thank you lovelylady,it is about time I get back into the game. I feel that I may have missed the door knocking a few times but I guess I should learn from the past and try to see what lies beyond evey door. It is just that some rooms are painful and you wished you never entered but I guess if you never try you can only be in your own little room without a chance of entering a room that would be pleasent. As for that last analogy maybe it is true but a muscle only builds up stronger if provided all the right things. So I guess like protein is the building block of muscle; love,compassion,intimacy are the building blocks of ones heart. To anonymous this is metaphorically speaking. Thanks again to everone here who offered me advice!!!

By d on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 09:20 pm: Edit

Mike B

Thank you for pointing out that one does not have to be Christian to have morals. As obvious as this sounds, I still hear people occasionally making such statements to the contrary. I don't see exactly how you felt that Stacy strongly implied this, but I do agree with you. What I did not like was how you included the "do unto others as they would have done unto you" phrase, and called that "part of Chrisitianity". Even though this belief is connected Chrisitianity, it is not like the Christians have a copyright on the idea. I'm sure many Jews and people of other religions older than Christianity see this as a good idea, too. I also know Christians who do not seem to practice this, which proves that "being a self-proclaimed Christian" is not as much as a statement as are the actions that you do. I can't stand it when people are so ignorant to believe that the ideas in the 10 Commandments were invented at the time of their inscription. The ideas already pre-existed, and were probably followed by many people. They simply were documented as part of Christianity. I am not a Christian, but I believe in many of the 10 Commandments. The first four, however, are simply different ways of showing that one believes in God as the creator of all life in the universe and that one will think of this in all actions and aspects of life, but since I am not Christian I do not follow the first four.

My basic point, one does not have to a Christian to be a good person, and just because one is a Christian, does not mean they are.

By ALovelyLady on Friday, November 05, 1999 - 11:07 pm: Edit

Guru,

Thanks for understanding my analogy. I agree. Love, compassion and intimacy are some of the proteins of the heart. It would be fun to tag some of those amino acids, but I'll leave that for another time. It sounds to me like you need some 'heart carbs' to get yours moving in the right direction. There is a principal that I adhere to in my life and that is....whatever you give will come back to you. It has proved true for me in so many ways. Being hurt bites, but living in that 'little room' is no fun either. Get your heart in motion again. Step out, believing that there really are some worthwhile women out there waiting for a worthwhile man. You can do it. You are stronger and wiser now, with that much more to offer.

By d on Saturday, November 06, 1999 - 12:34 am: Edit

Hello again,

I have to ask this question, because there is something that I do not understand about the conversation(s) on this board.

Pahrumpguru has left his email address, yet people speak to him through the board. If it was a question spawned by him, but directed in general, then I could understand, because that is the essence of the message board. But why do they do this when the responses have nothing to do with the other people that may read them? They are purely one to one comments.

PGuru has left his email address. This shows that he is inviting to any comments/questions that may come his way. It also shows that he is willing to take personal responsibility for what he says, unlike those "anonymous" people.

This type of communication is so much more distant than in person, telephone, or even handwritten letters (though it is faster than the latter), are people really THAT scared to get close to one another that they can not even email someone about something that they both have a vested interest in, even when emails are invited by the other person?

Is the goal really to communicate and/or share ideas? Or is it just to make the message board a longer message board?

Also, why didn't Derrick just get another email address and talk to Stacy personally? Many places offer free e-mail addresses, and he obviously has access to a computer. As a matter of fact, I don't even see that we have proof that Stacy and Derrick are legitimate. For all we know they could be classmates at the same college, or a conglomerate of people responding simply to create a "soap-opera" on the net.

By carter on Saturday, November 06, 1999 - 03:50 am: Edit

Hmmmmmm... You got a good point. Also it doesnt take a "rocket scientist" to figure out that ALovelyLady is actually STACY!!! How can I tell? She described Stacy (herself) as intelligent, beautiful, sincere, and loving. Jesus! How OBVIOUS could THAT be!!! STACY!!! GET A LIFE AND GO BACK TO WORK!!!!!!!!!

By MikeB on Saturday, November 06, 1999 - 05:40 am: Edit

d, I don't think there are any rules here (correct me if I'm wrong, Guru or anyone). Yes, it's true Guru always leaves his e-mail address as do many others (Including you, d), but maybe some people feel safer NOT giving their e-mail address. What's wrong with that? One of the nice things about message boards is that you can say what you want and you pretty much don't have to worry about the consequences. Isn't that a nice option to have? You have some choices here: You can leave your address, you can leave just your name, you can make up a name, you can post anonymously. I think it's wonderful having that flexibility.

You asked if people are really THAT scared to get close to one another. That may be true for some people. But I think some other people are just cautious about publicly posting their e-mail address. I can understand that! Who knows what kind of people will e-mail you! I could see that it could be quite disconcerting.

Also, even though some of these responses seem to be meant for one person, maybe the responder likes to publicly post it because he or she welcomes others input into the conversation, or wants everyone to hear his/her response. In fact, that's what I'm doing now. You left your address, but I prefer to post my response on the board, welcoming anybody's input.

Believe me, I wondered if this was all a scam too. And if it is, so what? But I'll tell you, I don't think it is a scam (of course, I could be wrong). But the way it all happened, starting with the IWANNABEAFITNESSMAN posting, and then evolving into what this has become, just seems too strange to be a scam. But who knows?

I guess to sum up, I'm just saying to let people respond in their own fashion. They can do it the way you want, or they can post. I think it's great having the choice!

By todd on Saturday, November 06, 1999 - 06:41 am: Edit

I totally agree with you Mike B... I must admit that I gave in to my curiosity when noticing that this topic generated feedback almost on a daily basis! What was this? A Harlequin Romance novel?! The transaction between these two was so sincere and honest! Was this stuff for real?

By Becca on Saturday, November 06, 1999 - 10:33 am: Edit

My interpretation: Man wanted to have some cyber-sex. Girl in turn falls head over heels in love. This girl is ONE GIGANTIC LOSER!!!!!!!!!

By stacy on Monday, November 08, 1999 - 05:37 am: Edit

It is quite interesting to read every one's point of view concerning the communication between myself and Derrick. I never imagined so many people actually cared, let alone pay attention?!!!

Anyway, I didn't realize how emotionally attached I was becoming to Derrick until he sent me that "Dear John" letter. I'll would be lying if I said I haven't missed Derrick, but I know it was for the best that we ceased communication. I DON"T blame Derrick at all , but myself for becoming so emotionally attached over the NET. (What was I thinking?!)

Thanks MIke B and Guru again for your encouraging words, I'm fine. See ya around and Thanks Again.

By MikeB on Monday, November 08, 1999 - 08:32 am: Edit

Thanks for the nice words, Guru.

By MikeB on Monday, November 08, 1999 - 08:41 am: Edit

Take care, Stacy! I guess this is Stacy's "Dear John" letter? The end of an interesting and yet, "what the hell was that all about?!" discussion??

By CSM101 on Monday, November 08, 1999 - 09:37 am: Edit

COME BACK STACY!!!!!!
COME BACK DERRICK!!!!!
YOU GUYS SHOULD GET TOGETHER AND FUCK YOUR BRAINS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

By AN ADMIRER on Friday, November 19, 1999 - 03:43 pm: Edit

STACY,

I REMEMBER READING THAT NOVEMBER 19TH IS YOUR BIRTHDAY!!

I DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE STILL READING THIS BOARD, BUT IF YOU ARE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

I MISS READING THE SAGA BETWEEN YOU AND DEREK.

LOTS OF LUCK IN THE FUTURE AND HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

By stacy on Wednesday, November 24, 1999 - 01:11 am: Edit

An Admirer,

Thanks for the acknowledgement.

stacy

By larryk on Friday, December 10, 1999 - 05:29 pm: Edit

Stacey,

I read what happened to you with that asshole Derek. He wasn't a real man. He couldn't handle you thats why he ran like a bitch! This iis what happens when you deal with a Marine. Why don't you get to know an Army man like myself not like that punk Marine and I'll show you how you should be treated.

By stacy on Monday, December 13, 1999 - 01:25 pm: Edit

LarryK,

First of all, I think when you are insulting someone through written communication you should at least spell their name correctly. (Derrick not Derek)

Secondly, why are you responding to forum that closed weel over a month ago.

Lastly, you don't know neither Derrick or myself so you are making presumptions about individuals whom you know nothing about! So STOP it and GET A LIFE!

By Anonymous on Monday, December 13, 1999 - 10:58 pm: Edit

Hey cool it sister, he just wants to •••• you

By I hate Stacy on Tuesday, December 14, 1999 - 06:01 am: Edit

Uh, Stacy, you stupid-ass ••••! A forum in never closed, you stupid bitch. Maybe that's his life. Have you thought about that, you egocentric bitch? Stupid piece of shit! I hate people that say "Get a life." Maybe that is their life? So shut the •••• up, you stupid shits around the world.

By larryk on Wednesday, December 22, 1999 - 07:30 am: Edit

STACEY: HEY HONEY, I DIDN'T MEAN TO PISS YOU OFF. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THERE ARE REAL MEN OUT HERE THAT WOULD LIKE A CHANCE TO •••• YOU!!!!!!!

By carlos on Sunday, January 16, 2000 - 08:58 am: Edit

Stacy will you marry me?

By stacy on Monday, January 17, 2000 - 06:34 am: Edit

Go •••• yourself, you stupid piece of shit!

By Grunt on Monday, January 17, 2000 - 07:47 am: Edit

SEMPER FI BITCH!...•••• THE ARMY AND •••• YOU LARRY!!!!!

By ReconRanger on Monday, January 17, 2000 - 11:44 am: Edit

YUUUUUUUUUUUUT!!!! •••• YOU Larry and your army! That piece of shit unsat service should all be issued "sponges" for all the "Mop Up" service they do AFTER the MARINES have secured the area!!! And Stacy find yourself a boyfriend or a big fat dildo!

By Grunt on Monday, January 17, 2000 - 11:52 am: Edit

RIGHT ON BRO!

SEMPER FI TIL I DIE!

By larryk on Tuesday, January 18, 2000 - 06:46 am: Edit

You stupid "JAR HEAD" PIECES OF SHIT MARINES. YEAH, You're right you ••••••• dumb asses are sent in first because you're despensable, worthless and insignificant !

The Army usually has to come clean up behind you ••••-ups and do your jobs in properly securing the area in addition to strategizing.

SEMPER FI THAT YOU worthless DUMB ASS, •••• UP, JAR HEADS GRUNTS!

By BizzaroShaggy on Tuesday, January 18, 2000 - 06:51 am: Edit

Gomer Pyle is my favorite show! "SHAZAM!"
Be All You Can Be!

By david on Tuesday, January 18, 2000 - 08:26 am: Edit

Hey you guys be cool with it! I respect all you service men and women for protecting us against enemies foreign and domestic. I just want to know where the hell this Stacy chick lives cause I'm from Baltimore and want to get in touch with her.

By Anonymous on Tuesday, January 18, 2000 - 11:09 pm: Edit

Stacy is some fat bitch with a rotten dick. You don't want her.

By Marine Recon on Wednesday, January 19, 2000 - 05:34 am: Edit

but i do want to sock larry in his ••••••• head....you pussies cant hack it, thats why we go in first....i bet youre in logistics or some bitch ass MOS...Grunt, ReconRanger, SEMPER FI!

By Anonymous on Wednesday, January 19, 2000 - 05:57 am: Edit

•••• that stupid-ass bastard, Larry. Larry's nothing but a stupid vain piece of shit! I'm not in the military, but I have considered it throughout the years, and I've got family in the military, and shit. So I know some stuff about the military branches, and from what I know, the Army sucks compared to the Marines.

By Anonymous on Wednesday, January 19, 2000 - 06:51 am: Edit

hahha larry is a stupid ass bitch....my dad is in the army and he even tells me the marines are a tougher bunch....

By Chesty on Wednesday, January 19, 2000 - 08:58 am: Edit

Hey Pvt. Larry Loser! Are you out of your mind saying the army is better than the marines?! Ha Ha Ha!!! Oh please let the army continue their funding on high-tech experimental weapons!!! In the end, it'll be issued out to us because we're the only service that knows how to properly UTILIZE them!!! You keep making them ID cards you ADMIN-POGUE BITCH!

By Anonymous on Saturday, January 22, 2000 - 05:28 am: Edit

nice.....

By Anonymous on Sunday, February 13, 2000 - 09:00 pm: Edit

heres my take on things....i say that stacy is some 30 year old bachelor with no life just trying to get a kick, and that derrick is a 10 year old nerd boy trying to mack on some girls....that was my two cents...peace outside, and •••• you and you and you!!!!

By angelfighter on Sunday, February 27, 2000 - 08:50 am: Edit

Why dont we live stacey alone. I am sorry for the series of events that has let up to this stacey. I hope you find romance soon

By Mike Matarazzo on Thursday, March 02, 2000 - 08:07 am: Edit

Let me tell you folks something. The primary mission of the Marine Corps is assault, taking ground. All you dumb Army knuckleheads do is hold on to it; if you can THAT is. If you can't, then us leathernecks have to come back in and rock n' roll just like we did before. Semper fi till i die, baby! Now I've worked out with personnel from both branches and let me tell you; the Marines got the friggin' eye of the tiger.

on that note, I got one piece of advice for Stacey, if she's still out there: three words baby: rock n' roll...you and me all night long.I'll be your Hero, your Juke Box Hero. with one guitar, strung way down low...I'll give your glutes a workout they won't soon forget and maybe you can give my cock a run for its money too...or maybe not, piece out biyatch!

Signed,
The One and only Mike Matarazzo
IFBB Mr. Olympia '99 11th place

By SIT ON MY DICK ( - 195.64.142.6) on Monday, March 27, 2000 - 12:44 am: Edit

STACY YOU ••••••• HARLOT! I AM THE TURKISH GUY WHICH YOU WANT TO LICK IN THE ASS! I GOT YOUR ADRESS AND •••• YOU UP SOON! YOUR DERRICK SHIT CAN NOT HELP ABOUT IT .

By Billsbabygirl2 on Sunday, September 24, 2000 - 07:53 am: Edit

Looking for a fellowclassmate that is a bodybuilder from Sacremento, California. Cordis Clayton if you are out there email me at Billsbabygirl2@aol.com

By Stacy ( - 208.224.252.66) on Thursday, October 19, 2000 - 03:19 am: Edit

Derrick
I don't know if you'll ever read this but I recall its been a while scince we have posted anything on this site. I haven't been here in a long time, and I've noticed that there are several postings under our name (particularly mine). I never realized we had such an audience!

I hope all is going well with you and Renee. Take care!

Stacy (From Baltimore):-)

By Derrick ( - 205.188.197.152) on Sunday, November 05, 2000 - 03:12 pm: Edit

Stacy, it blew me away also, that so many people were so interested in our " online romance ". I confess, i have come here some; secretly hoping to find a post from you. The relationship between Renee and myself isn't going forward as i had hoped. I think the thing holding me back from commitment is my ties to you; i still can't seem to get you out of my mind, i know that may sound crazy, but it's true. Hope to hear from you soon. Derrick

By Stacy on Wednesday, November 08, 2000 - 11:54 pm: Edit

Derrick

I would prefer if we not use the message board as a venue of communication. Considering everything that has happened I believe e-mailing is better. (MM5901@aol.com)

Hope to hear from you soon!

Stacy

By Inspector #12 ( - 38.29.48.41) on Thursday, November 09, 2000 - 11:05 am: Edit

If that last post was from the original Derrick, then I've got an Mr. Olympia physique from using nothing but the Total Gym... for 1 month! I love how he misppelled his supposedly ex-girlfriends' name to Renee from Rene! Hmmmmmmmmm... Pay attention to detail!

The real Stacy? Hmmmmmmmmmmm. Who knows. Who cares.

By AndroAnt ( - 64.12.103.24) on Saturday, November 18, 2000 - 05:04 pm: Edit

Hey inspector 12, you sound like a real anal retentive jackass. I bet you pay close attention to details like your mommies victorias secret catalog that you jerk off to. What a wanker!

By Anonymous ( - 24.24.153.69) on Wednesday, January 03, 2001 - 06:04 am: Edit

Is this suppose to be entertainment???

By Hopeless Romantic ( - 207.191.13.54) on Tuesday, February 20, 2001 - 09:15 pm: Edit

You people are unbelievable!! I have read Stacy and Derrick's romantic tale, and find it to be inspiring. You people are just jealous!! Stacy, good luck. You seem like such a nice person and deserve a wonderful man. Don't rush it, it will happen.